gravity
What the hell is wrong with me? Slowly ruining what I care about most. I feel myself sinking, unable to breathe. Here, constantly wondering and trying to dig up the past. Pathetic.
somethings you’ll never know.
sucks to love and feel that the same feelings are not reciprocated
just saying.
ghost-like past, radiant future.
I wish I were 16 again. I would erase a few things and of course, a few people.
I just feel like high school days were so confusing, really truly just plainly… SUCKED. There were good times because you just gotta give in sometimes and just sink in to the stupidity. I always felt out of place but there was nothing I could do but deal with incredibly incapable people and stupid fucks. A little harsh but true. There is probably one person from that whole high school experience I care about. Five years passed, and I am glad to say I have severed all ties with every single one of those people that I knew. No longer interested. I am who I am. I deeply love those who love me but I can easily let go of all of those who attempt to shatter my soul.
Voluntarily removing the rotten apples from my tree and surrounding myself with lyrical truths sung by birds. Simply put, sticking to the people I actually enjoy being around, people I have things in common with, who can understand me and understand the meaning of a friendship.
I remember things from those hazy days, and think to myself… what a waste of time, why didn’t I just disregard everyone and continue on with bettering myself. It wasn’t until college that I actually had the chance to start all over again. I don’t want to be told how to live my life, or be affected by those who inconvenience me. I love being love and I also love to hate.
Cast a radiant light upon me.
